How many
Times will you not answer I love you To hear nothing back Silence in hallways that curve through A heart that shared Our children’s breathe Grew children in womb Penetrated by your love I’m toxic maybe You say But you won’t why Why won’t you tell me the path To get back to where we once were Or somewhere new Fresh sheets and states Underwear and winks Anything I will be anyone A new name A fresh Jon New meal plan Nothing You want nothing from me You say there is no one You’ve destroyed my name To our Yes please hear Our, and yours, family Why? I wanted the truth and to protect Those that are ours The children that are innocent Or were Before you drug them into a storm Perhaps the storm brewed and it was loud and I had my hands covering ears And you had already built shelters But I was naked with child Waiting for you And I didn’t see you We’re not alone If it’s someone or no one It’s all the same The with if you The trust of you The warmth of you The you You Are gone. I’m crying and you tell me To stop My eyes are but weaving The worlds you are drowning And I’m falling into couches And alone Afraid if your words are real You lie And you lie about lies So I turn into a Fly On a wall I’m not even real I heard a whisper once of me A girl with a lot to offer A woman you said was worthy And you left her And then I was a fly I am in a web stuck in your story I wish I saw truth when it wasn’t so near My stomach is tense and I shiver As you turn towards me Your words shatter Everything That was once the woman I was I don’t know her anymore I dream of escape or the final embrace When you destroy me so totally That I can’t feel again But I fear For them Your madness is thick And heavy And it can’t No more and I can’t Breathe Breathe please I will exist I will a future Hold me once more And I’ll pretend I’m not dinner
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